Season Four

The fourth season of The Loner's Diary ran from August 2019 to March 2020. It is the opening of the College Moments Arc, the last main arc of the three under School Life Saga.

Synopsis
The fourth season talks about the first step of Jaskun in his college life, the recurring background of his first-ever girlfriend and his admiration to Meeka-chan in competing and of inspiring in order to achieve his academic goals.

By the second half (second semesters), it revolves the fixation of awkwardness of Meeka towards him and his adjustment to the main dark siders; Mona, Chandee the Smart Weeb and Cristine the Anxious Girl.

Plot
August is the month of Discovery: The class started with a victorious charisma of Jaskun attracts some of his new mates to cope up and well introduced to him.

Jaskun and his brand new friends were the ones who are the trustest friends of him from hiding that he likes Meeka, even he has girlfriend. Franz, Kelly, Ramil, CJ and Pocholo is his first and new circle of friends and recurring to Robert, who was their ex-mate mistakenly belonged to their class.

Franz had to be the ex-mate of Jaskun since they were 4th graders, a way too long to date back ago.

Jaskun and his first late comer experience in Filipino subject because he went after his family's celebration of his mother's first death anniversary. By that time, an activity gave from the professor which Jaskun wasn't able to know what they had discussed earlier. As the activity started, having his group to sit vertically arranged, his crush Meeka beside him, obvious to his guys teasing him romantically by asking repeatedly if he was okay. As the guy attempted to talk her, she ended up conversing and some questions asked as like she was mingling. The guy knew something about her info a little bit until they started adding friends together in Facebook, tagging themselves to chat in Messenger talkatively, and by conversing themselves in personal.

September is the month of Doubt: However, in its first week, the latter broke up officially, leaving all ones behind as their crushes to make their move.

Jaskun turned to conquer now his low scores and started being clumsy and irresponsible once again as his other mates also started pushing him through but his close friends including Kelly's and Franz's are helped him. With the now developed closures with Meeka, Percy and his co. doubted the two as they were, following the forcible Jessa who was knew about his movement and the thrilling reaction to Chandee and Kelly being closed to one another, despite liking Nhemia in reality. From these, Jaskun must find a way to become more aware as he was getting through with the possible dark sides of Corrine, which was on Meeka's one-of-her-friends.

But, Jaskun got to be with ties struggling to Corrine as well and making sure of closeness to Meeka as well as her friends. Which means, Jaskun is trying to be with Meeka's friends generally and then putting next to his second priority of getting closures to other mates whom have their circle of friends.

Much added to those, Nate knew Jaskun's crush that it was leaked due to CJ's moronic actions befitting through slipped his mouth from keeping secrets.

October is the month of Ignition: the month came and now the fire blazes through Jaskun facing different challenges especially presenting alone in front of the public. Thereon, the story revolves much greater and darker comparably than those of the previous ones.

Jaskun, a guy who has started now struggling to be fitting in between Chandee and Corrine getting rid out of their possible dark sides for it to diminished or delayed. Elsewhere, Jaskun is more determined to his school works because of his developing closures being totally inspired with Meeka. Also, he also baits Mona as pretending he was liking her to cover infatuating Meeka in reality.

Before their last Prelim exam with Inorganic Chemistry Lab, that night during dismissal, Krysyl was curious about his crush that has been long-kept secret. The latter admitted it was Meeka but Krysyl knew from her own instinct that she really was his crush. With Meeka and Jessa, they proceed to the restaurant to eat a small dinner together.

During their Recollection, one of Percy's girls Rheann The Petite asked Jaskun if who is in his guys had their girlfriend. He said nothing and now he courageously reveals of their crushes. By the thing that Cristine curious about it, she then turned to ask him and now he admitted it, the one that made his top secret to the class in romance. She added that they can be trusted for as long as it would not be reached to Percy himself who is acting rubbish in keeping their secrets too. Sophia the Simple Girl and Bea were also the ones being knew about it.

After their Filipino Midterm Quiz, Jaskun had to set his keenly eye that he feels like comfortable to Jim in keeping his secret. She then shared that Jaskun was a dramatic one in his Twitter tweets, and now became curious of who was his crush, he admitted he had someone in their class. Out of her curiosity, she asked multiple each girls in them but some of those of the girls are not mentioned made her annoyed as she ended asking him. Meanwhile, at some point of interest of conversation in Messenger during that night in each of their house, Jim knew Meeka was his inspiration in his school works and marked their promise to be trusted of.

November is the month of Movement: After the following strikes of earthquakes in their region, some class days were moved and of their Midterm Exams, it was then to be rescheduled as when they got back from the longer All Souls Day week, their examinations will go through immediately.

By the second day of their exams, Elyza concluded that Meeka was his crush, knowing by the fact she actually observes him after all, she said it as he and Denise outspoken about their secret crushes to be kept.

As for their afternoon's third day of the test, Jaskun left behind alone where all seats were occupied by Meeka's because of Percy's girls, some details remained as Kelly and Ramil went to the other further vacant chairs. He ended up sitting beside the Ivy's girls while Deserie on his left. But, the Ivy's group transferred to the next row which Ynfane suggested. He felt alone even with Deserie in out of his various place as Krysyl found him and the wandering Meeka. Krysyl wants to sit with her as Meeka just right at the back of his, however there are some signs he found that Jessa the Secretive is having a dark side in actions while Krysyl and Meeka has some sort of pity towards him. Thereon, Jaskun presumed on trying to stay away from Meeka a little bit to test if she has a dark side too affected by the suspected Jessa.

Now, the improved Meeka intensifies her ability of courage and intelligence. She now then climbed up higher her grades than Jaskun and also for those exams, on the other hand. He tries to keep it up and make smart harder as it will become easier to slowly impresses Meeka from his school work efforts. The latter which gained more learnings, she might got influenced to Jessa which has now making Jaskun clarifies by his observation that she didn't do the harming, it was just his misinterpretation, lately that happened during their Botany Lab meeting. Jaskun repeatedly sticked out from the mud where he can't accept his low received grades which might take him to first probation. Pocholo and him are currently doing their missions to overcome the difficulty, however there are some professors who will get determined in doing their tests looking way harder than before.

A Filipino presentation where Jaskun and Meeka are partners for their dubbing. Samantha the Chinky Girl, their class president and their groupmate leader, made him observed as she might doubting about he and Meeka's relation. As Jaskun started to make a distance again from her, the moment where their assigned to make a script for the presentation ended up on his sake from not contributing him where their part is left behind for those who submitted already. He was tested by the chance after all.

As soon as his group to rehearse their plot, Jaskun noticed the way Meeka acts strange. As he rails in, she stays away simply. The awkwardness happened and then Krysyl just noticed him by their experiment in Inorganic Chemistry Lab period that told him he went overboard on attaching Meeka at any times. She added, he has guys to flock with them as to noted by not to go with her friends very eagerly, preventing the annoying treatment of Meeka.

From now on, he lose everything his confidence on her until he just hopes one day to speak up in a perfect time of a perfect place together. He seeks then to Pocholo and Kelly by the following day in which they can be aware of his actions if he might be failed in cheering her up again. They told him not to overthink negatively because of many chances to rule in and never surpass in any of its limitations that Krysyl latter mentioned. Jaskun was completely empty in mind on how to get back on Meeka from her suspicious actions and resetting his plan evenly to much better than before. And he thought that, this kind of situation might help him to become more determined and persevere in passing low grades and getting higher remarks.

December is the month of Diversion: The following dates to consider Jaskun performs in a public eye and the fast approaching of their Final Exams to conclude their first semester.

But, with the Final examination days are counting, Jaskun ended up being lucky in discontinuation of his pending performances in front of the class, leaving Meeka all got on her turns to perform. This was also happened during their individual reporting in PerspPharm subject where the substituted professor from PharmCal Lab proctored them and had cut the time of Jaskun, Kelly and Krysyl's part to report due to the excess time being consumed as to fit in with their quiz after. Just as Meeka being failed to express thoughts in reporting as usual, it skipped by their mates thereon.

However, there was a single piece of his performance during Theology period as they will sing in front of the class individually. The guy cannot escaped from within as he sings, Meeka did not watch his performance until the end as she was pretending to do something around. A loud applause after. And when Meeka's turn to sing, he learned that she could sing nicely but not as much better as a good singer. The eyes of their mates reached the spot of Jaskun who was pretending to listen. Deserie, his guys and the two Sophias were teasing him.

Jaskun's darkness days continues as where Meeka became more flamboyant in changing her way of treatment towards him or simply being cold. Through unfollowing her tracks with him at Mobile Legends account, he also turns to unfollow her by the Call of Duty Mobile account which apparently there was no any encryption of gaming between them anymore. As the degree blazes, he turns to hide his Facebook posts from her while she ignored his messages so often that there will be no any communications happened. Until the year is going to end with no any wailing changes, he decided that Meeka was his mortal enemy to his school works after being annoyed from sticking much to hers. Jaskun readily accepts the pure reality for making it happen so suddenly as he continuously finds a way to cast out from her space. So, he plans to reset everything as planned back from keeping his secret that he still likes Meeka to his guys as the rest of them for his only trustest mates to accompany with.

During their Filipino period and the performance of the second group, Jaskun rushed to tell Meeka that he no longer likes her. As the girl smiled and nods, she barely glad about it. He added that he is being honest with it and where the things would go for is being witnessed. And during Inorganic Lab period, Jaskun asked to Rheanne the Familiar One of when was Meeka's birthday. The girl and overheard Krysyl don't know when.

Meeka's birthday was revealed on the Friday the 13th, the next day, on which it was their PharmCal meeting to perform their practical exam. She undergone revealing it by writing on her right palm then seeing it to Krysyl and Rheann the Petite. When it reaches to Rheann, she loudly greets her and then everybody heard about it with a sound of a teasing romantic after. Jaskun has to try chatting her by the Messenger and she responded three minutes after he sent. And when he tries another multiple chats, Meeka ignored them again.

Meeka still surely insists to harbor near the site of Jaskun in their first Final examination day. Jessa has to occupy with it and no more smiles and greetings shown by Meeka towards him. Meanwhile, the latter Jessa carefully looks behind her as Jaskun were there, so she was looking by his shoes with the face having a serious one.

A week has passed, their continuation of their exams, it was supposed to be started yesterday's Monday but then it wasn't because of the suspension due to the recurring aftershocks. However, the next day, on the other hand, Jaskun was so early that it reaches him of the cancellation of exams on that day. But, they are to go back taking exams on the next month's 7th and 8th of 2020. Meeka and Jaskun aren't properly exited the year with no aplomb success of their friendship.

January is the month of Independence: The comeback from Christmas vacation and the continuation of their Final Exams on the first week of the year. It is also details to the culmination of their Second Semester.

Jaskun decided to make a new changes he had done with Meeka as he tries to capture her attention that he is a pity one to the class. This time, he firstly done with the seating place in Examination. Where Jaskun and Meeka are always sitting together, he is the first one to stay away from her nearest possible place. Leaving Jessa by her side, he rather seemed to be placed in with the guys beside him. His next new moves are now at his hands that no one can stop him and exactly vows he will no longer change until Meeka starts to make his heart beats again.

The interschool event of Pharmacy course from other medical schools in their region and district happened at Brokenshire school where his mother's cemetery was nearby to be found.

February is the month of Practice: The month of love and the month of exercising problems to solve every one of those as the Prelim exams are fast approaching.

Two days before Valentine's Day, Meeka ignores Jaskun's chats again from acing up the sleeves of his secret plan B. When the guy reaches his boiling point of irrational, he decides to come up with the Plan C, in which he should tell others that he doesn't likes Meeka anymore, just to avoid awkwardness each other and restore her usual responds in order to still reach out with him even not confident enough in personal. Still, his  assumptions of having Meeka liking him were not being faded but more misconceptions left behind the trace from her making Jaskun lowered his possibility. Taking a note that they were in mutual understandings since the month started.

Jaskun, no wasting time begin refraining from procrastination and making sure surpasses Meeka's point of success. He is also excelling efforts in practicing ML game in order to surpass everything Meeka had and could cling up to the higher rank than hers. This plan, Jaskun thought that it would make Meeka impress because of her usual reactions treating him like a true friend. From now on, Jaskun wore ambitious just freeing himself from pain and can impress not only Meeka but everyone in the class. His Plan C aims to patiently wait until their reshuffle for Meeka's possible restoration of their good terms.

Felt despair in Meeka's plot twist, Jaskun gained two reserved crushes for him. One from a stranger Facebook girl that he discovered and one from their newbie girl of Nursing course, both not his batchmates along with their different courses taken. As soon as he gushes plan to the Facebook girl, he chatted her and tried his Plan A like the way that he did for Meeka before. He also aims to get attention to the newbie girl of Nursing course, who is only present in UTS period.

March is the month of Retrospection: Jaskun decides to forget Meeka as his loyal crush forevermore and will change his track in entertaining his two reserved girls he chose to like.

Jaskun started entertaining some random girls he examined from his Facebook feeds. He got to see a particular profile of a certain girl who is quite popular and currently schooling at the farther region. When he chatted, it was like from the other scent when he exposed to Pocholo and Ramil who were suspecting the girl that it was a poser. Jaskun neglected their views as he continued to converse the girl. After the warning by some of his mates that he exposed to them about it, he slowly understands the true colors of the profile, making him planning to change its course by digging out some profile the same that the latter had used for scamming. When he found out the real account of the supposed user, he screenshot it and sent to the suspected user. Later, the scammer blocked the guy's account immediately avoiding the possible bad reports.

As the guy being victimed by the wrong fate of dealing the wrong person, he proceeds to entertain his next reserved girl that he chose to be part of his life, and that was the girl that he saw who is present every UTS period from the other course. Pocholo was the first one to expose this girl that he liked as promised. He seeks help from his for entertaining the girl properly. They were chatting as he get chills around the PharmMgt subject time. He was alarmed when her replies were like from Meeka's way of communication. He started stalking her profile as she accepted his friend request, they are indeed in mutual friends now but in social media only. As the stalking intensifies, he realizes she was a gamer too and a fan of both anime and Korean dramas. But the guy never likes to engage Korean stuffs that he hated for his personal hobbies. Also, finding out that Jaskun mistakenly recognized her as a Nursing student but actually from the MedTech course and she is ahead of a one-year level above him. Pocholo told him to chat her again next week in order to mask his true plans on her.

Jaskun noticed the retrospection of his selected mates who are part of the Dark Sider candidates on his list. The added candidate was Mona, because he noticed her various attributes that are unusual to the latter especially when it comes to eye contacts and communication, those are avoided in a blink of an eye. And second is Cristine, because she usually parted being anxious and parted being ignorant when it comes to communication probably because of Jaskun's root mistakes when she knew that he cannot work with his mates on the group activities due to trust issues that have made him out of self-esteem.

As their subjects pounded their hearts on the way to oral quizzes and reportings, Jaskun goes back in his situation that he already had in the past where the Dark Siders started to haunt and threatens his soul confidence to put him on the test as when his shortcomings will come to an end.

After some leanings in their upcoming and pending activities to do, the school announced that all classes should be suspended due to the threatening of the pandemic Coronavirus. The resumption of classes is set to come back anytime soon their schedule once the situation goes normal depending on the government's state.

As from the school's big announcement to the students, it is declared that their school year still continues to operate but will not forced to go to the school and instead, online classes will be disseminated in the operation. Moreover, the students never expected it was already their last day right on the day their classes has suspended.

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Trivia

 * 1) The theme color of this season is Prussian Blue which signifies the theme color of their P.E. uniform and connection to the school's painted colors.